If there was ever a day for me to read something like this, yup today would be the day! First, yes to everything you said and double yes to all the picture quotes in between, phoebes my favorite 🫶🏼
Happy Friday the 13th! And it’s been that kind of day for me. Real quickly I took an order to the Bronx I don’t do uber in the Bronx it’s to busy. But today I took a damn order. I am following my gps and notice it is making me get off my exes exit. I haven’t drive down there in over 3 months no need to since I was blocked and ghosted 🤷🏽♀️. Today though this fuckin order takes me right past her building and I see her car. All of me is struggling inside and I can’t help but feel a tear. I deliver the order and get on the highway, the old me would’ve went back and knocked on her door. I would’ve made her face me. Instead I drove to my old neighborhood bought some weed and went back to uber.
In that moment I felt the test I felt the strong pull to see how I would show up. All I kept hearing “where is your pride”. Then the shift happened. I wanted to show up for me with the understanding we don’t beg for anything from anyone. And I mourned the death of that relationship on my ride back home 🫶🏼
This piece is everything I needed to read, thank you. 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing this openly, I feel your strength 🙏🏻🥹
You chose to keep driving instead of knocking….
You chose yourself and that’s a real win 🥇 That’s Queen shiii 🫡
I’m happy this post met you at the right time . Keep showing up for yourself like this with that soft but unshakable pride… sending you love all the way 🫶🏻✨
If there was ever a day for me to read something like this, yup today would be the day! First, yes to everything you said and double yes to all the picture quotes in between, phoebes my favorite 🫶🏼
Happy Friday the 13th! And it’s been that kind of day for me. Real quickly I took an order to the Bronx I don’t do uber in the Bronx it’s to busy. But today I took a damn order. I am following my gps and notice it is making me get off my exes exit. I haven’t drive down there in over 3 months no need to since I was blocked and ghosted 🤷🏽♀️. Today though this fuckin order takes me right past her building and I see her car. All of me is struggling inside and I can’t help but feel a tear. I deliver the order and get on the highway, the old me would’ve went back and knocked on her door. I would’ve made her face me. Instead I drove to my old neighborhood bought some weed and went back to uber.
In that moment I felt the test I felt the strong pull to see how I would show up. All I kept hearing “where is your pride”. Then the shift happened. I wanted to show up for me with the understanding we don’t beg for anything from anyone. And I mourned the death of that relationship on my ride back home 🫶🏼
This piece is everything I needed to read, thank you. 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing this openly, I feel your strength 🙏🏻🥹
You chose to keep driving instead of knocking….
You chose yourself and that’s a real win 🥇 That’s Queen shiii 🫡
I’m happy this post met you at the right time . Keep showing up for yourself like this with that soft but unshakable pride… sending you love all the way 🫶🏻✨